Poetry for all the mothers and daughters healing the bloodlines
Belly to the Brutal sings a corrido of the love between mothers and daughters, confronting the learned complicity with patriarchal violence passed down from generation to generation. This poetry edges into the borderlands, touching the realm of chora—humming, screaming, rhythm—transporting the words outside of patriarchal and racist constructs. Drawing from curanderisma and a revived wave of feminist brujería, Jennifer Givhan creates a healing space for Brown women and mothers. Each poem finds its own form, interweaving beauty and devastation to create a pathway out of the systems that have for too long oppressed women. The poems dwell in the thick language of "motherfear," "where love grows too / in the shining center of the wound." This poetry of invocation moves toward a transformation of violence that is ultimately redemptive.
Today I Learned the Word Mondegreen
Which means to misinterpret from mishearing
the lyrics in a way that gives new meaning
as I have long misheard the homophony of my heart.
I take it to mean the first flush of life after winter, that deep
need to keep growing after all your once-bright
blossoms have seeded or wilted away.
Have you ever needed to lie
flat as if dead against the rockmarked earth
& listen to the voices licking against the sky
your past shuffling through the leaves like a remix
till you finally realize what your life has meant—
& it aches?
When the truth comes, let it come like jewelweed
wilding beside the poison ivy. The antidote
within our reach.
CONTENTS • The Nopal • I. AFTERBIRTH, MOTHERHOUSE • I am dark I am forest • Creation Story :: Motherhouse • Girlchild Prophetess • The Birds • Of Color of Landscape of Tenuous Rope • The Flash • Tigers for Tamir Rice • Jer Bear & the Magical Thinking that Keeps Us • The Baby Monitor • Domestic • The Excavation • I Awoke Considering What Labor Would Feed My Children, • Endtimes Meditation on Mothering Self-Care • Detention Center • II. BLOOD BIRTH, ROT BIRTH • Genealogy with Something Sweet for the Voyage • Rubble Girl • Bloom • Girlwound :: Motherbound • Headless Mama Returns [Xmas 18 Refrain] • Sonnet as Corrido for this Busted Mami, y Yo • After Hearing of María Izquierdo for the First Time • Fish in the Air Girl • M o t h e r ! • La Llorona Sings Below Sea Level • La Casa Embrujada • III. BELLY TO THE BRUTAL • I Am Fat & When You Read This Poem, You Will Be Too • Nightfishing • San Jacinto River, Texas • When I'd Moved a Thousand Miles to Follow a Man • The Cattle Dog • Burn Down the Barn • The Bruise • Bruised Fruit Makes the Sweetest Pie • La Bruja Learns to Sing Her Name • Family Violence • Daughter Investment • Human Immunodeficiency Virus Results • [Even the Trees] • Belly to the Brutal • IV. REBIRTH, BIRTHRIGHT • Apocalypse Déjà vu • Today I Learned the Word Mondegreen • After Texas • Shooting Fish in a Barrel • dearhearts, we feel good when we do what we've evolved to do • My Brother Eats Menudo • Retablos & Other Miracles • Aubade for a Year [Without] • I Bride, I Mother, I Pierce Through the Casket • [I Am Raising] • Praise for Lukewarm Tortilla Soup & Dog Hair on the Upholstery • Creation Story • Bright City • The Decision • Acknowledgments
"In Belly to the Brutal, Jennifer Givhan explores the questions of gender, language, and motherhood. These are precarious and gorgeous poems, stylistically varied and image-drenched—a speaker who's an adjunct teacher living in her car, a mother who discovers an unexplained bruise on her daughter's arm and seeks its source, the little-known Mexican woman painter who inspired Frida Kahlo. With the dark humor of a good witch, Givhan offers the 'hallelujah hellflowering' we've been needing."~Beth Ann Fennelly, author of Heating & Cooling: 52 Micro-Memoirs
"Belly to the Brutal is a collection of raw and mystical materialism in its exploration of motherhood's continuum: from creation to destruction. The frankness is profound and inspiring, the lyric voice lucid. Givhan gets at the eros and terror of being mother through a harrowing excavation into her body's history. Her poems remind me of Frida Kahlo's flayed and ecstatic self-portraits. I love this book with my salt."~Carmen Giménez Smith, author of Be Recorder